Category: General

It’s something I’ve known in the back of my head for years; something I’ve come to terms with for a while now, and something I now desperately need to do something about. My father will not help me in the ways that I need. And life just keeps moving forward for me. I NEED A Read More

Tomorrow, I have to start working again. I get paid Friday, but due to the lack of shifts and minimum wage, it’s gonna be a shitty check. I’m sorry bout the short posts recently. I have just been eating and drinking trash, not wanting to do anything. Binge watching Daria because it expires on Hulu Read More

I’m so fuckin proud of myself right now. I know the last few posts were short, just like this one is going to be, but bare with me. I’m also fairly high coming from a friends house. Please forgive me lol. Also recognize, you know… my bravery. Attempting to write at this moment is fairly Read More

The way people imagine a bad student, some jock who gives back sass to the teacher? A black boy who sags his pants and swears while grabbing his unmentionables listening to his hip-hop 8 track tape doo-dad? A cheerleader who needs an A in her class, the one that’ll do annnnyyyyything to get it… ANYTHING. Read More

I’m working on my secret. Work got cancelled today because BLM protests were happening in the area. I still haven’t finished all of my work for class. I did finish a lot of it. But it’s okay. I haven’t gotten an email response back from her. So I assume she’s got bigger problems. Something else Read More

Thinking about you wondering where you are and what you’re doing. Especially now with how much distance you put in between us. Hate to think about you. I don’t like that I’m still thinking about you. I don’t like having you in my head. Wish you’d disappear like any other boy that I’ve had some Read More

I’m tired of feeling inadequate. I’m tired of feeling nothing goes my way cuz you know, it isn’t all bad. Eventually, I’ll get the basket and bike stand for the damn bike. Eventually I’ll drive. Eventually I will get a good job. Eventually I won’t feel physically unattractive. I won’t be fat. Eventually I’ll be Read More

I did it. I wasted four hundred dollars… On a bike that made me address pains in my leg that have been happening since last summer when I lost all the weight. Honestly, it’s something I kind of ignored thinking about. I rationalized as regular soreness from not stretching during most of that time,but it’s Read More

I would just like to take a second to say I’m sorry. I don’t enjoy not writing It’s just time constraints keep me from focusing the way that I should on this blog. Or on anything really… Which reminds me that I need to go see a doctor about my ADHD and my Dermatology my Read More

I had considered it a few times. But I’m now thinking the idea is probably the best I’ve had in terms of this blog. The reason why I think this is the best option for me. It’s because of how quickly I can produce and write stuff with this method. It’ll also make it easier Read More