Suicidal Emptiness…

Alot has gone on. And I keep saying I’ll tell ya’ll about it. But the truth is I’m not healthy. I don’t believe in taking pain away through addiction. That, however, won’t stop me from… eating… I’m so tired. I think I’m in a hellscape of emptiness. An emptiness and loneliness that’s making me crawl Read More

A Time Skip

For some reason in my absence, I’ve gotten more traction on this site than ever before. It’s the damn spam sites and traffic bits that have they’re fangs in. Nevertheless, it’s really starting to get to me how much this was a good outlet for me. And how I’ve let it sit to waste. And Read More

Christmas Time AGAIN!!!

This time I don’t have passive aggressive ass parents nagging me to buy a new phone. Also finally considering actually buying a new phone! See how that works? Christmas is bizarre ain’t it? It is 3 a.m. Christmas morning as I type this. I apologize the update didn’t come blah blah never finished doing fanfiction Read More

I’m Worried …

I’m essentially worried about if I am gonna get to work soon if at all. Last week, I had done an interview and was told that I’d be contacted on Monday. Well, it’s Monday and I have not been called or texted. That’s not the only thing; the same day the interview happened, dad started Read More

Most Chaotic period in my life: Update

Maybe it’s entitled to say I can understand fully what chaotic means in an environment. But I feel truly that chaos is being in a state where things just keep happening. And the things that happen are only related chronologically. That we can agree on atleast, my stipulation is that the future being unpredictable would Read More