Alot has gone on. And I keep saying I’ll tell ya’ll about it. But the truth is I’m not healthy. I don’t believe in taking pain away through addiction. That, however, won’t stop me from… eating… I’m so tired. I think I’m in a hellscape of emptiness. An emptiness and loneliness that’s making me crawl Read More
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Kaylee, the Pushy Bitch Bartender
I’ve had a couple of posts on the back burner. Wanting to type positivity; about where I’m at in life, and how everything is smoothing out. FUCK THAT!!! All that you need to know is that the bar I work at gave me extra hours in the form of barbacking after cooking hours on Sunday Read More
A Time Skip
For some reason in my absence, I’ve gotten more traction on this site than ever before. It’s the damn spam sites and traffic bits that have they’re fangs in. Nevertheless, it’s really starting to get to me how much this was a good outlet for me. And how I’ve let it sit to waste. And Read More
Christmas Time AGAIN!!!
This time I don’t have passive aggressive ass parents nagging me to buy a new phone. Also finally considering actually buying a new phone! See how that works? Christmas is bizarre ain’t it? It is 3 a.m. Christmas morning as I type this. I apologize the update didn’t come blah blah never finished doing fanfiction Read More
Hell night: An update will come later
I think this year, after the disasters I’ve faced, I can finally say I’m proud of myself. Family may be mad at me. I’m still technically driving illegally, and I am most likely gonna feel the effects of Covid until a year from now because my lazy ass didn’t get vaccinated… This isn’t about a Read More
I’m Worried …
I’m essentially worried about if I am gonna get to work soon if at all. Last week, I had done an interview and was told that I’d be contacted on Monday. Well, it’s Monday and I have not been called or texted. That’s not the only thing; the same day the interview happened, dad started Read More
The Positive: Monika’s Light in the Fog
Well, I’m positive that this summer will rank high in how insane it was. It’s insane to me that we’re near the end of July and I didn’t post anything from my last post. And it’s also insane that after so long a period of not delivering anything, I ended up getting a lot more Read More
Plasma Donation Rant: Introducing Crystal!!!
So I’m having to rewrite 80% of this goddamn rant because the internet at the Plasma Donation Center didn’t save this properly… This is just adding on to how pissed I am right now. I’m gonna just say that there have been a total of 2 severe instances of careless practices in this center. The Read More
Most Chaotic period in my life: Update
Maybe it’s entitled to say I can understand fully what chaotic means in an environment. But I feel truly that chaos is being in a state where things just keep happening. And the things that happen are only related chronologically. That we can agree on atleast, my stipulation is that the future being unpredictable would Read More
It’s over… Monika the suspended school girl.
Welp… It’s over! I almost survived Covid school year. I managed to get all my in-completes done. And two of the teachers that gave me in-completes for last semester I had for this semester. The one I had for my engineering lab knew what I was dealing with, and with minimal effort, helped me to Read More