What’s a girl to do?

I don’t know why writing into this blog is becoming so prevalent in terms of when. Like I just magically get a burst of energy to do this during my shitty 2 hour class. It’s whatever. I’m starting to run out of trash to eat. In the near future, I’m going to have to transition Read More

Monika, the anti-social chair

We just had elections part 2. I rejected every nomination. And I declined all new ones. The only nomination I accepted to begin with was social chair. I had it in case I decided against not doing shit for the next year. I believe in a previous post that I had mentioned dropping that race. Read More

I’m trapped again…

I know eventually, the gyms and jobs will be available. I know kroger restocking work starts at $20 an hour right now. And buses are free of charge at the moment. But the best I can do for now is clean the house and make sure I’m able to live. It’s certainly a punishing situation Read More

Failure to launch.

Everytime I say I’ll do better, I leave you hanging. I will say though. I did just move back home. The past 2 days have been me clearing out my old room of dad’s car shit, so that I can finally reclaim it. I honestly deserve the room. I slept in a motherfucking basement for Read More

I’m movin out!

March 28th 2020 I’m finally getting out of this shit show sorority house. I just cleared out my small cove in the attic. Laying on my naked bed looking out my now curtainless window. It’s weird, I haven’t truly enjoyed the sunlight. I await the “on the way” text from dad. He invited my little Read More

Monika Red Diary 2

Thursday, March 27, 2020 9:44 a.m. I’ve went to our local bakery, and found out it finally closed until the end of the state quarantine. It sucked because it was the last time I planned on even going there before I decided to leave. For Good. 9:50 a.m. After that gruesome shut down. I marched Read More

Are we there yet?

NO TIMMY! STOP SUGGESTING THAT! It’s a struggle honestly. Keeping a child like this fed and healthy. 15 posts won’t have him satisfied. On a serious note, this site has meant alot to me. I know I could show it more. But I’ve had it in the back of my mind for so long. I Read More

Excuses, Excuses, Excuses

I think the newest post I made had to have ended up being the longest. It’s time I turned a new leaf to this journaling thing. What I say does matter. And honestly, having read so many fanfictions eithout ends because authors quit along the way. And Also because I spent hundreds getting this damn Read More

Heads or Tails?

I’m gonna start this with a brief update. This is gonna be the first in many new posts flooding in from my month long hiatus. The update is. We just had pledging for 5 weeks. New job. And the corona crisis hit at the same time a Korean Cyber attack hit our university. And the Read More