What I want to do with Fantasy Diaries, is make it a consistent staple for this blog. Of course, me making anything in life a consistent is near impossible in this stage of my life. I’ll wait til I get enough people to this site before I worry about it.
It seems the only thing I seem to be good at is fantasizing about better. Lazy millennials like me struggle to find anything to be passionate about. However, wintertime is here, and I have SAD. That or I’m just too pathetic and melodramatic to figure out what I even want to do.
I’m going to try and channel my confusing daydreams into something productive. Whether that’s to get famous somehow, or me crying out for attention the world will never give me. It will be good for me to just have an outlet. I guess I’ll pick one depending on how many people may even care about this stupid blog.
“When you know nothing matters, the universe is yours”
I swear, I’m not normally this depressing…..
Anyways, I want Fantasy Diaries to be my most creative and productive way to waste time. A new beginning for me. English and Writing classes in general have just slowly destroyed me over time. I am a great writer, when I put my mind to it at least.
The reason that it won’t be a cohesive gigantic novel or similar body of work, that’s too much commitment. I wish I had the energy, the focus, the time, the money, to write a book about my fantasy world.
I will eventually, and I mean way way waaaay down the road, attempt writing a book. Until then though, we’ll see if I can pull of a blog first.
To conclude, I’m finding my way.
Love Monika