For some reason in my absence, I’ve gotten more traction on this site than ever before. It’s the damn spam sites and traffic bits that have they’re fangs in. Nevertheless, it’s really starting to get to me how much this was a good outlet for me. And how I’ve let it sit to waste.
And now that I have a new phone, it feels even more wasteful. One of the bigger things to happen in my disappearance. What I can say right now is that I’ve moved out from the house for the final time.
There obviously was a lot with that alone. I’m just struggling to get back to myself. Lost a lot of weight from Covid. Gained most of it back. And I believe the one third that is still lost was muscle that I have been working to rebuild.
I can’t believe I’m saying this, I don’t think I could’ve imagined it before I did it. But I spent 4 grand building a computer. My life isn’t immediately “fixed” by it. But it’s such a comfort that I HAVE acknowledge it.
From this point still have the same job. That won’t be for too much longer though. Don’t remember quite when I stopped. Was definitely after Covid that it was just too painful. But I do plan on doing plasma donations again. There’s even a big bump to beginner donations, and as it has been months, this will be perfect.
There’s honestly soooooooo much to talk about. But as I still struggle with ADHD, I have to create a more inventive way to get me going.
Thanx for being there💋💋💋
This is just a little something to hold you guys over.
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