I think this year, after the disasters I’ve faced, I can finally say I’m proud of myself. Family may be mad at me. I’m still technically driving illegally, and I am most likely gonna feel the effects of Covid until a year from now because my lazy ass didn’t get vaccinated…
This isn’t about a crazy long update. That may or may not come on my off days. This night, I am standing…. Sitting in a chair at almost 2 in the morning. Waiting for the crazy fratty shit in our sorority to pop off. I’m surprised I could stay awake this long with what I’ve been dealing.
What I CAN tell you:
It’s kinda rough because our alumni just aren’t showing up. We do have a low number of pledges this year. And they didn’t really show up last year. So it’s not entirely shocking.
Just somewhat amazed that I made it. And while a-lot has happened so far, I am almost done doing what I set out to do this year. I almost don’t know what to do with myself honestly.
And in this unprecedented time, I keep looking back like… How did I DO THAT???
Back to the subject!
Our pledges are going through our rooms to talk to the alumni. And while the fewer girls makes it easier to manage the night as a whole, it also kinda makes things more tiring because everything has to get stretched out.
I mean Hell night finishes around 6-7 in the morning. We literally always go out to eat breakfast too. I’m just taking a break after talking to one of our alumni.
What I can remember…
Last hell night, because my pledge (earlier in pledging) dropped for anxiety reasons, I was helping setup behind the scenes shit with the hell night events. I kinda did the same shit this time, but on a smaller scale because of a smaller group of girls.
And it’s a little depressing, especially with the consistent talk and fears of our chapter pretty much dying. But I have faith that we’ll be fine.
That’s pretty much it I guess…
I just wanted to first and foremost write SOMETHING? I have like 7 drafts from now and my last post, and I figured trying to just do a shorter entry would be nice for once and I can finally get something out.
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