Well, I’m positive that this summer will rank high in how insane it was. It’s insane to me that we’re near the end of July and I didn’t post anything from my last post. And it’s also insane that after so long a period of not delivering anything, I ended up getting a lot more views on that post than I normally get.
Oh well, part of the reason that is, my life ended up being more chaotic and up in the air. At least, I have good eyes for looking ahead. That kinda worries me though.
Well then, tell us what’s positive at the very least.
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I passed my driving test!!!
Only missed 5 points (out of 200) because of the ever-so-bullshit rolling stop claim. Just practiced driving all day beforehand. The reason this was a huge stress reliever was because during Covid. It became impossible to schedule the driving test unless it was AT LEAST a month in advance.
And I had found this out as I was trying to schedule for a week later back in late June. It upset me because that fully raised the stakes of me needing to pass.
I mean congratulations… but why does that mean anything, can’t you just retake it later?
My temporary tags for the car I bought expired around the time of my last post; that was like over half a month ago. It’s one thing to drive without a license or insurance, just praying not to get pulled over.
It’s another thing to pray to not get pulled over with temporary tags. They love pulling cars over that don’t have actual license plates.
And it’s a very different realm of irresponsible to do all that with them having been expired.
I do recognize that this sort of anxiety may be irrational.
That doesn’t mean it won’t happen. In fact, the way I see it, of all the cars on the road, the ones without plates stick out the most. And I’m just happy I won’t have to wait a whole month for that.
Luckily, one of the newest girls in my sorority let me use her car for the exam. It was practically in and out as far as taking the test. Me parking was pretty pathetic, but she seemed too ready to get out.
I think luck was on my side, they were clearly short-staffed and busy that day. So it was obvious to me that because I wasn’t a complete and absolute fuckup, she was comfortable just passing me without caring. Irresponsible, but I don’t give a flying fat rats ass.
Pretty much ready to drive legally now.
What about the rest of the fog?
I can’t remember if I told you guys or not but my friend tried to get me a job where he works. Pretty much assured me I was getting it, now almost 4 weeks have gone by and only now, after I had to ask him, he told me that the hiring managers aren’t hiring…
My friend is obviously stupid.
This is what’s bringing me down right now, as the only thing that’s really been holding me down financially, was plasma donations. Because I didn’t go out to look for another job because I’ve been told repeatedly that I was gonna get it.
What can we expect to hear from you?
There was going to be this long ass rant about a stupid nurse that caused me huge distress while was donating plasma, and it was gonna be posted a long time ago.
There was also gonna be a post about how my brother fraternity was exposed by a former member. And that would’ve went along with this update. Reason being, that after 9 hours of practicing driving, then going out to drive, this was both the day the plasma donation incident occurred and when a twitter confession was posted about my pledge brothers and entire fraternity.
Literally, all the same day. The rant about the nurse would’ve started it off, but because of WordPress fully being awful, I had gotten like 2,000 words written, and they wouldn’t save. The app just gave up on me and deleted the post which pissed me off to an extreme level that I almost didn’t want to touch it.
So much had to surround one of the most monumental achievements so far. You can see why it’s difficult to be positive.
That’s not all just yet!
I’m going to be doing a continuation of the license update. Once I’m fully registered, insured, and licensed. I want the completely cemented in this blog’s history. And on to the next goal. Trying to stay… positive…
Thanx for Listening 💋💋💋
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