I’m fairly drunk. So bare with me… there is one secret I had to tell isreal, and he basically already knew the tea. Which was expected. I’m basically rambling until 6 when I can get those goddamn nut toppers.
To start off. I haven’t been this drunk. EVER! I’m pretty sure if I’ve ever touched this damn level, I always had someone who was worse than I…
I have so much personality and it’s slipping through everyone’s fingers. I am NOT throwing up goddamnit. But I was not the main event. And that’s somehow a good thing.
You guys, you should revel in the fact that I made it home safely while drunk. It was hard… But I’m STILL HERE talking shit with the lighting. As if it’s normal.
Alana Beatrix told me, that I pee’d in silence. And I’m still suffering in silence, I have nothing else to give.
Haha
Still drunk, but we might wait til 6 to do much more. I WANT DONUTS!!!!!!
Astill only 4:11 a.m.
How? Now I really got to pee, even though I literally went straight to the bathroom when I came to the building.
As non-suspiciously as possible. I told a secret tonight, because I was drunk and it was for a good friend. The person who told me the secret had come, and told me she wasn’t mad. I believe her, but it does speak to how closed my mouth is. I’ll talk to her tomorrow. Me, and a partner who also doesn’t do shit are both presenting first lol.
I’ll figure it out when I sober up. It’s a lot for me to figure out, and we haven’t got to laundry yet.
Separate note, I just imagined a friend getting attacked because of me, and my drunk ass, refused to get up, in even the slightest attempt to help.
In more context however, it’s been 12-15 minutes since I wrote the last paragraph. So don’t worry. I’m in the bathroom I was in when I came in…. again lmfao.
I Amon the toilet now, and ready for the hour and a half of failing attempts to get me to sober up before I go to the bakery at 6 am.
Let’s see if I can play chess.
I lost the first match, but we’ll give another gooooo.
I won this match due to timeout. I was totally slightly losing too. I guess I can play a losing battle of chess and make them forget while I’m throwing up , that the game is still happening. I won by auto resign.
And I also threw up, ALOT!!! I’m the sink. But I, somehow, figured out. Ca
(Me coming back half a week later and finding this gem)
Oh… my god…
Umm to clarify certain things. Me and my partner (for an engineering presentation) did not actually have to go first and have til tomorrow to complete and be ready to present. Though we both also have a physics exam to prepare for, and neither of us have started making the presentation, I predict we’ll be fine.
The secret I told Israel was that a girl he was good friends with was fooling around with my fraternity big, a guy he’s had a crush on for awhile. And I was told to keep it a secret by Vivian (can’t remember if I ever made any posts about her) who was told by the girl directly as a secret. Vivian and this girl showed up to the Halloween party I went to at different points.
I was drunk by the time I told him, and he said he kinda already knew. And I told Vivian later that night that I told him, and while she blatantly said she didn’t give a fuck, I still felt really embarrassed about saying anything, especially with him already knowing.
I was surprised to open up WordPress and to find and remember about this drunk documentation. Kind of shocked I didn’t document more about everything because this night was a lot. By the time I got back to the dorm I was fully stumbling and trying hard to “autocorrect” myself.
So I’m not really surprised about the lack of information, and am more shocked at what I was capable of documenting period at the time.
I wasn’t blackout drunk and can remember the night pretty clearly. And will make a part 2 about Halloween night adding more description, but something brought me to WordPress before seeing this unfinished post. And that’s my anxiety about the election. That’s happening today. I have a good feeling and that’s enough to tell my the tides are turning. That’s gonna be coming next. Probably also getting posted today. Sorry for the abandonment from the past month. Will also make an update for that.
Thanx for listening💋