I’m still in the process of getting everything together so I can get ready to move out. And looking at all my stuff, I feel like I’ve grown a lot. Well, I’m still the same person, still the same personality, I’ve grown. And I can tell just from the way that I don’t feel like I need everything the same way that I used to if that makes sense. Like I don’t need the extra desk. I don’t need any more clutter.
While I’m still I am packing lighter than I have, I’m still packing… A LOT! But there’s definitely a huge difference in the amount. It’s also the it’s also weird because there’s more space for everything. So it’s weird to limit what I’m taking with me. I think that’s why I see this growth this morning. It’s also just me not wanting to have to take a second trip. Especially because we get like an hour to move in and everything.
I’m also looking at my bike right now and I realized that I’m going to have to come back to the house and then take this back over to my sorority house. Just so that it has a good place to sit while I get stuff for it at the bike shop. I think I’m running out of things to say.
Right now, I’m just kind of sitting on certain stuff waiting for Dad to get here so that we can just leave. I can’t help but feel a little bit happy that Dad’s going to fucking grab Jada and take her out of this damn house. As soon as I leave though.
Not just cuz she’s somewhat of an asshole and doesn’t do anything and we both are blocked by that but also that she honestly needs to be around people because she can’t manage herself. At all and she won’t even try unless other people are around her.
I also had to throw out a bunch of food that hasn’t expired yet, but will expire before whenever I come back to this house. Also been thinking I’ll have to have an emergency plan for that because that’ll be a bitch to deal with. Dealing with Dad, I doubt he’ll even feed me.
It would be fun though. If I can get a new bike seat and a basket, it would help immensely. Just being able to traverse campus would be super nice, especially because I do have to go, to some degree, the Science Building that we have on campus.
Sorry for the short update. I guess I’ve run out of things to say. I’m pretty low on energy if I’m being honest.
Thanx for listening💋