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Distracted and disturbed: A runaway train…

Looking at my VoxRec C minute. I haven’t put a dent in it as a matter of fact because of the fact that I’ve been gone for like a month and a half. Probably even longer. It seems that I have like 1,800 minutes to use on here. What I’m gonna stathenrt doing from now on is just having small Rants and having small updates and probably using WordPress to schedule them and have them posted ahead of time.

And I’ll do the editing during class or work or when I’m bored with whatever I’m doing because eventually I’m going to actually focus on doing homework instead of lazily just not doing it and using what I can to slack off.

The only two distractions I have are Pokemon go and Naruto Shippuden because I have committed to watching the whole thing even through the Sub on Hulu if I have to. I can’t help but feel if I wasn’t working in an ice cream shop that I’d probably be at least slightly more focused. I am now and I could at least do the bare minimum but it’s hard to even pay attention in class with it all being online, especially physics.

I have a feeling that I’m going to fail that really badly. I’m going to try and do what I can. Go for it, but I don’t have the Books and that’s going to be a huge problem. I’m not sure I can pay $200 for a book. I’m not sure I have it in me. I feel like I’m going to keep looking for PDFs and never find it. Maybe I can get a really cheap $50 one online. But even then it’s like I don’t want to spend any money right now.

I’m not fully in the kind of position right now. I’m kind of living with a lot of risk right now and fact is when Fasfa comes back with whatever, I’m gonna have to take on some more student loans. But yeah, I just wanted to let you guys know what the plans going to start being before I do all of it, of course.

Thanks for listening💋

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