I think the newest post I made had to have ended up being the longest. It’s time I turned a new leaf to this journaling thing. What I say does matter. And honestly, having read so many fanfictions eithout ends because authors quit along the way. And Also because I spent hundreds getting this damn blog. I feel obligated on multiple fronts to hold myself accountable and actually attempt doing the shit I said I was gonna do.
I had attempted to log some stuff and keep track of stuff during pledging. But as I’ve made obvious before now, I’m ADHD, and I terrible with multi-tasking. Specifically with typing. It’s actually a good like 40% of the reason I can’t contact my family ever. Just to let them know I’m alive.
Another big reason, I’ve kinda abandoned this blog for like 2 months though is that I attempted to try Search Optimization with my posts. It made making posts more calculated, time-consuming and overall, more of a general chore. I struggled so hard just to get myself to publish things. But I was in along with dealing with pledging/spring break stuff/corona.
I don’t wanna have to be gimmicky with how I run this site and what I post on it. I’ll try to listen to feedback as best I can. But for right now. If I really want to attempt doing them everyday. They’re honestly gonna have to be less of a chore.
I already have to come up with fake names and follow my own lies to try and tell an accurate story. I’ve never felt like I was in a sitcom before. Hopefully, I can recollect the messiness of this past year alone. It would be just enough for me to carry this blog over to the next year. My next post will be about the direction of where I want this blog to go.
Hopefully, we are getting to the end of the list of my posts apologizing for my lack of posting. I will say though, my chinese horoscope’s telling me that at the very least, my summer is gonna be fuckin amazing. And I believe it.