February 23-24, 2020
Dear Diary, Welp… This is my first diary entry.
I’m at one of those points where I hate everyone around me. And it’s not from sadness. You ever get the feeling that you could be around alot better people? The fact that it’s pledging for the floozies right now is not helping.
What’s the name I gave his ass? Was it David? The annoying ass gay friend? I’m pretty sure it was David lol.
Anyways, he keeps saying he doesn’t wanna be gay anymore. He says that pretty often. I had told him that realistically he would be doing better someplace else. Not just in acceptance, but also finding love and other gays in general.
He said that it probably would be the same anywhere else. He has a very defeated mindset in alot of ways and he’s still very agitating.
Back to the Floozies
Yesterday we did a 24 hour version of BOMB. The first time I’ve seen it done ever. I am a sophomore yes, but as it stands, it’s actually the first anyone in the active chapter has seen it. I’ll explain BOMB in another post, but I will say that it ended with an entire pledge class of 6 spending an hour trying to throw me out of the house.
And they failed… But we were, as a collective active chapter, trying to throw the game. So they “won regardless”
At this current moment, we have just began week 5, Hell Week for the floozies. We had just finished the Black ball ceremony. I’ll explain alot of this stuff in other posts.
2:41 a.m.
Jenny, an alumni who had graduated after 5 years, is reading the floozies a children’s bedtime story book. “The Velvetine Rabbit” It’s lowkey hilarious and the floozies are trying to sleep.
Another alumni “Tramp” is somewhat drunk and won’t shut the fuck up lol. Her pledge name is Tramp Stamp. Some people like there names and or are called their names so much, they take it with them for life.
I think she liked our class better. It could also be that she isn’t as recent an alum now so she is expected to be more of a bitch.
It’s gonna be really funny in about 3 hours when we wake them the fuck back up.
Only 5 are in the room right now, well besides the floozies. 2 of them are the “new member educators.” And the other 2 are the aforementioned alumni. Why am I here exactly? I want to be very present in this process.