(Tiny Disclaimer: for the wishes with this "*" symbol next to it, I've edited to keep vague lol)
I don’t fully remember how it started, or even the exact steps that it got to this point. Now I have a weird obsession with 11:11.
It started a little over a year ago; I guess I just really felt like I needed some divine intervention in my life. To the point where I looked it up and of course tried to force good things from it.
11:11 is the superstition that if you look at the clock and see 11:11, make a wish. You can’t say it out loud though, or it won’t come true.
Seeing 11:11 multiple times in a row means your guardian angel is trying to communicate with you.
That’s what I’ve gathered anyway. If there is a system that I can get away with abusing, I tend to gravitate towards it.
I started a weird ritual on my phone. I’ve put 11:11 as a name and phone number, and I’ve texted 11 wishes to that phone number.
With 11:11 not being a real phone number, of course it won’t actually send, and just gives me the option to retry sending it each time I do.
Everyday at 11:11 a.m./p.m., I try tap retry on all 11 wishes before the clock hits 11:12. I have 2 opportunities to do this. Each day, and I somewhat view it as a good luck charm mixed with a goal list.
With that lengthy explaination out of the way. Let me list off all 11 of my wishes.
~My Wishes~
You-know-who:
(???) will want and need me sexually, ask me to (???? ???), and (???) will (!!!!!!!) for me.
*By April 16, 2020*
*Weight Loss:
I will lose most of my body fat, reach (???) pounds in weight, and keep it off. *By April 16, 2020*
Employment:
I will have a fantastic job that makes me happy, allows me to be completely financially stable, and gives a massive amount of pay for my effort.
*By April 16, 2020*
Sex Sells:
I will be more attractive, more sexually appealing, fantastic at having sex, gain massive charm, and become overall irresistibly sexy.
*By April 16, 2020*
Personality:
I will be funnier, more creative, more relaxed, more patient, more energized, more fun, more sexy, smarter, stronger, and more confident.
*By April 16, 2020*
Money: I will have over 1 million dollars in cash at my possession at once.
*By April 16, 2020*
*Second Growth:
I will get the second growth cousin Jesse got, making me at least (???) in height, giving me a (???? ????????) voice, and giving me a much more powerful, resilient and sexy body.
*By April 16, 2020*
***Monika’s Secret💁:
My (?!?!?!?!!!) will be (????????????)
*By April 16, 2020*
Soul Mate:
They will make themselves known, I will know that they’re my soul mate, they will be perfect, they will guide me, protect me, save me, and they will come help me .
*By April 16, 2020*
Respect:
I will be respected immensely by anyone and everyone I come into contact with.
*By April 16, 2020*
Happiness:
I will find true happiness, maintain it, and will become happy and satisfied with everything in my life.
*By April 16, 2020*
~End of List~
I know… It’s alot… To. . . unpack…..
I’ll be doing an individual post about each of them at some point.
Just wanted to put out my weird ritual for the world to see.