I’m starting a blog to make money off of the entitled belief that I’m special enough to even have it. I’m just gonna do posts about whatever I’m feeling, to see who would even care. What did anybody ever do to Monika?
A tad bit about me
Hi, I’m Monika 😀 A little bit of background, I’m a black, bisexual college student with ADHD. It makes me more fun in some ways; it equally makes me lazier. I’ve always been good with English, been in Honors English classes since somewhere in elementary. I never really enjoyed it though.
My hobby was music, I love music, the creation and the performance. So much so that when I was going through grief, I had worked to buy myself a synthesizer. I had taught myself piano, and also created music through Musescore and FL Studio. Sadly, just like with most things, I lost my drive for that. We kinda live in a depressing generation where people want happiness but don’t know what they live for.
WHY?
It’s why I made the rash decision, to even start this blog. Monika Red Diary just sounded kinda cool. I’m in a private college that’s a bit pricey, I had gotten most of my tuition covered with scholarships. Still, even the 10% that I do pay for is ridiculous for me. And maybe, just ranting to this diary-ish blog thing might bring me MILLIONS!!!
Being in this college, people don’t ever fully get me, I’m in a private college. This means I’m surrounded by white people in a tight space. Teachers are supposed to build closer relationships with students in smaller colleges. Most classes outside of Music/Theatre majors could be done online without bitchy teachers wasting over an hour of your time.
I’m not even completely sure what I want this blog to be yet. Maybe a diary that I write in daily. Or maybe just poorly written fanfiction that I’ll abandon within a year. Maybe this will bleed into freelance writing, or I’ll write rants or whatever. We’ll see how I’m feeling tomorrow.